I'm already stressed out!!!!!!!!!!

Jake came home from drill this weekend and informed me that he has a school to go to in 12 days; and he will be gone, to Missouri, for 2 weeks. (I already knew that, but I was hoping that if I pretended he didn't it wouldn't happen----whatever that didn't work!!) Well it is stage 2 of a 4 stage class that he HAS to take, the first stage being a Internet stage that has totally been monopolizing him the last month. What I didn't know and why I am stressed out is: he found out that he can take the classes all in a row, which I will give it to him will be easier for him. But that means that he will be gone for not 2 weeks, but a very LONG 5 weeks which include our anniversary and my birthday. It's okay he can go, this is our life I am very used to him being gone for military things. It won't be the first time we have been in different states for those two days. (on the bright side we will be on the same continent twice in our married life we have been on different continents for those two days.) What I am stressing about is this is the first time he has gone anywhere and left me home with THREE kids, and the first time that Ashton will really get how long his Dad is going to be gone. Its going to be really hard on the little guy. Thank goodness for cell phones and email; they always help and hopefully this time we can try out our web cams and actually get to see each other sometimes while he is gone.